Sudden Surge of Selfishness

you have become an entire metaphor, like a tree thick with leaves or the ground that gathers dust – each leaf that sprouts, shades. each speck that lands, buries. I am left covered in shadows and buried in every little thing.

I want to have a function in your life. Whatever limited amount there is will end this year. The inevitability of disconnection is scaring me. I have lived through a handful of falling outs. But I guess, threshold was never really my cup of tea. I have none. I am torn between making the most [...]